People who are disrespectful.
But anyway this past weekend has been full of drama and downs and useless shit that are all results of misunderstandings, people unable to expand their minds, and bad communication between all the idiots that have problems with one another.
also something obvious to everyone: something can be extremely significant to me, but not at all important to someone else
Monday, October 26, 2009
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
I probably sounded really dumb in the last post, but it was about me staying out until 2AM that night and everything just not being worth it, but I still thank my sister for helping me out since I was supposed to be at "Disneyland"
But anyway I'd like to clarify that day:
math IIC testing in the morning, went home and did some hw i think, went out again jack in the box/super area, waited until everyone who wasn't with us was done at homecoming, picked up some people, drove to a party but it had like too many old-er people so we left and shiet. then danny's kickback some of us got kicked out cause he only knew three of us so we just ended up staying outside. i know it sounds fast so far but that night was fast indeed, boom already 2 AM, it was a night that i've felt so carefree in so long and exhilarating driving in the middle of the night. etc. etc. and stuff like that
soooo anyway that was like two weeks ago? i feel like i can still grasp it but at the same time i can't. oh btw i'd like to thank iris for motivating me into this useless/useful longer blog that i'm gonna rant about
apush still on the border an A i know nelson means the best for us but a lot of us are just too damn lazy. and whenever i do bring my apush book home i always end up studying the night before the test anyway. like fuck what am i doing!
english is hella weird my grade likes to fluctuate and it pisses me off because i should have an A
german is basically the same but still gotta study more
calc is going well i should say and i hope to stay strong in that class
ap bio is fucking hell to be honest, like taking the class makes the future pharmacy position so far away. i keep getting C's when i think i've studied hard enough, but i guess honestly the material just doesn't sink in and idk what to do because i feel like i can't stay home all weekend because i stay home all weekday right after school anyway...then again that's how it's supposed to be
it's justtttttt i love going out you could say and fucking i don't have a car like everyone else with their license and part of it is that i wanna take advantage of it..even when my grades have been the most horrible out of all my 13 years of education. Hmm year 13 what a lucky number I just noticed.
ison and i talk about some shiet
chris and i talk about some stuff
alex and i talk about some stuff
And in the end it's the same basic conclusions and there's always gonna be more questions than answers and more uncertainties than sound decisions; sometimes things get tough and whatever happens happens. Again, I miss Taiwan it's so stress free and even though I obviously act different when I'm there and here for obvious reasons as you would talk to relatives/cousins differently than friends, I wouldn't mind staying there for 6 months or something and not have to worry about school or anything. I haven't met Eddie in a month and I'm quite proud of it I think, but peer pressure is still there and things are still bound to happen. Even though I don't like going home because I have to do homework, and wake up early on a Saturday morning for SAT, and getting overwhelmed by all this shit, I'm still grateful that I have a roof above me.
I also need to play more tennis, one day meet a shitload of new and interesting people, and stay by your side and hopefully one day everything will pay off. If not...well who knows I guess it's my choice
But anyway I'd like to clarify that day:
math IIC testing in the morning, went home and did some hw i think, went out again jack in the box/super area, waited until everyone who wasn't with us was done at homecoming, picked up some people, drove to a party but it had like too many old-er people so we left and shiet. then danny's kickback some of us got kicked out cause he only knew three of us so we just ended up staying outside. i know it sounds fast so far but that night was fast indeed, boom already 2 AM, it was a night that i've felt so carefree in so long and exhilarating driving in the middle of the night. etc. etc. and stuff like that
soooo anyway that was like two weeks ago? i feel like i can still grasp it but at the same time i can't. oh btw i'd like to thank iris for motivating me into this useless/useful longer blog that i'm gonna rant about
apush still on the border an A i know nelson means the best for us but a lot of us are just too damn lazy. and whenever i do bring my apush book home i always end up studying the night before the test anyway. like fuck what am i doing!
english is hella weird my grade likes to fluctuate and it pisses me off because i should have an A
german is basically the same but still gotta study more
calc is going well i should say and i hope to stay strong in that class
ap bio is fucking hell to be honest, like taking the class makes the future pharmacy position so far away. i keep getting C's when i think i've studied hard enough, but i guess honestly the material just doesn't sink in and idk what to do because i feel like i can't stay home all weekend because i stay home all weekday right after school anyway...then again that's how it's supposed to be
it's justtttttt i love going out you could say and fucking i don't have a car like everyone else with their license and part of it is that i wanna take advantage of it..even when my grades have been the most horrible out of all my 13 years of education. Hmm year 13 what a lucky number I just noticed.
ison and i talk about some shiet
chris and i talk about some stuff
alex and i talk about some stuff
And in the end it's the same basic conclusions and there's always gonna be more questions than answers and more uncertainties than sound decisions; sometimes things get tough and whatever happens happens. Again, I miss Taiwan it's so stress free and even though I obviously act different when I'm there and here for obvious reasons as you would talk to relatives/cousins differently than friends, I wouldn't mind staying there for 6 months or something and not have to worry about school or anything. I haven't met Eddie in a month and I'm quite proud of it I think, but peer pressure is still there and things are still bound to happen. Even though I don't like going home because I have to do homework, and wake up early on a Saturday morning for SAT, and getting overwhelmed by all this shit, I'm still grateful that I have a roof above me.
I also need to play more tennis, one day meet a shitload of new and interesting people, and stay by your side and hopefully one day everything will pay off. If not...well who knows I guess it's my choice
Sunday, October 11, 2009
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