Hmmm so the weekend that just passed was really chill and different. friday after tutor i chilled with crystal and samantha while the other hos were with cousin eddie again.
hhaha hella random and chill i guess? went to get their ears pierced which made me wanna do it too but i'd get in trouble -__- silly asian parents
talked talked and bonded with both of them and it's fun talking to sam! hahahah
saturday after SAT then volunteer and then tennis or whatever, i met up with darren and then met up with everyone else at the park. later we went to jurado's house for the kickback it was chilllll and for purposes that are obvious i shall not say what we did. lool but it was a fun night curfew hits you just like that fml

sundayyyy fucking slept in for the first time in forever, then i actually finished my SAT practice test. and i took crystal and sam to get their ears pierced again hahaha and crystal had to ask the lady if she had an infection =( luckily she didn't and stuff like that, crystal couldn't eat dinner with us so i dropped her offffff
poop.
ate dinner with sam at pho which wasn't filling at all because i apparently got the small size. then went home early cause it was a sunday but had like a talk with sam first about random stuff in the car hahaha intense! toook her home and yeah
differentttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt fun bonding?


and steph aceves is gay x)

Idiots on the Road

So when iris, jess, mel, and mindy were still in the car there was this stupid mexican lady in front of us that went into our lane without looking and i had to honk like shiet. she didn't deserve to drive that mustang. so anyway i switched lanes and then she was going faster so i switched back to her lane, then she like started braking and boxing me in i was like wtf causing trouble now, so i flashed my high beams and that bitch got even more excited and you knowwww my road rage could've killed someone, wtf was wrong with that bietch it was her fault
then when i was going home from mathIIC final review some dumbass in an odyssey randomly braked in front of me then later looked at me and honked wtf?

people fail
not to be racist, but they were both cholas


ANYWAY MATH II C TOMORROW SECOND ATTEMPT hope all goes well

OH YOU KNOW THE STUFF!
Hm Halloween night was supposed to be fucking fun but naww. after SAT and stuff and volunteer and planning with everyone texting and shit it turned out so bad.
picked up iris ameer and panda back and forth from darren's then later dropped off iris at jess's where they knocked out so we didn't hang out afterwards you guys suck! well whatever then everyone was at darren's me, kevin liang, darren, chris, roger, steven, ameer, christian, ben, daniel, eric, panda, this awkward guy named justin, and christina if i forgot anyone please forgive me lmao
west co mansion party we got there too late-shut down, i drove to the walnut one it was some gay kickback at some guy's house, DB shut down/full, whittier too fucking far, didn't go to david garcia's on nogales, rowland=fake wtf!, finally went to the gartel one saw shittttloads of people
but i didn't stop driving for fucking 2 hours on and off sooo gay, and i didn't even chill with everyone else either it was like me, kevn liang, panda, mel and her friend with me the whole time asdflajsge
group too fucking big can't get anything done
was supposed to go cue or whatever but we never did even though we went back to diamond plaza twice afdlkasjdf awhat a bad night then christina was in deep shit for something but karma's a bitch right? oh well, not mean just saying
sunday i was still hella tired from last night idkk why so i had like a linner meal, then later i don't know if i did some hw or not but met up with chris and alex at lolli and we talked about lots of stuff; alex you lucky bitch had the better luck with parties and what not!!
i wanna go to a rave too fuck needa get that money and excuses and no curfew!; the rich people have it goood :O
Bio still stressed out everything's so confusing & just when i thnk i'll get an A on an APUSH test i'm on the border line again shit. need a car i feel so trapped without one, need more days in a weekend too ughhhh
well thing to look forward to: jess's birthday dinner party and hopefully staying out late on saturday again

sidenote: overthinking too much is bad!

Pet Peeve?

People who are disrespectful.






But anyway this past weekend has been full of drama and downs and useless shit that are all results of misunderstandings, people unable to expand their minds, and bad communication between all the idiots that have problems with one another.


also something obvious to everyone: something can be extremely significant to me, but not at all important to someone else

I probably sounded really dumb in the last post, but it was about me staying out until 2AM that night and everything just not being worth it, but I still thank my sister for helping me out since I was supposed to be at "Disneyland"
But anyway I'd like to clarify that day:
math IIC testing in the morning, went home and did some hw i think, went out again jack in the box/super area, waited until everyone who wasn't with us was done at homecoming, picked up some people, drove to a party but it had like too many old-er people so we left and shiet. then danny's kickback some of us got kicked out cause he only knew three of us so we just ended up staying outside. i know it sounds fast so far but that night was fast indeed, boom already 2 AM, it was a night that i've felt so carefree in so long and exhilarating driving in the middle of the night. etc. etc. and stuff like that


soooo anyway that was like two weeks ago? i feel like i can still grasp it but at the same time i can't. oh btw i'd like to thank iris for motivating me into this useless/useful longer blog that i'm gonna rant about
apush still on the border an A i know nelson means the best for us but a lot of us are just too damn lazy. and whenever i do bring my apush book home i always end up studying the night before the test anyway. like fuck what am i doing!
english is hella weird my grade likes to fluctuate and it pisses me off because i should have an A
german is basically the same but still gotta study more
calc is going well i should say and i hope to stay strong in that class
ap bio is fucking hell to be honest, like taking the class makes the future pharmacy position so far away. i keep getting C's when i think i've studied hard enough, but i guess honestly the material just doesn't sink in and idk what to do because i feel like i can't stay home all weekend because i stay home all weekday right after school anyway...then again that's how it's supposed to be
it's justtttttt i love going out you could say and fucking i don't have a car like everyone else with their license and part of it is that i wanna take advantage of it..even when my grades have been the most horrible out of all my 13 years of education. Hmm year 13 what a lucky number I just noticed.
ison and i talk about some shiet
chris and i talk about some stuff
alex and i talk about some stuff
And in the end it's the same basic conclusions and there's always gonna be more questions than answers and more uncertainties than sound decisions; sometimes things get tough and whatever happens happens. Again, I miss Taiwan it's so stress free and even though I obviously act different when I'm there and here for obvious reasons as you would talk to relatives/cousins differently than friends, I wouldn't mind staying there for 6 months or something and not have to worry about school or anything. I haven't met Eddie in a month and I'm quite proud of it I think, but peer pressure is still there and things are still bound to happen. Even though I don't like going home because I have to do homework, and wake up early on a Saturday morning for SAT, and getting overwhelmed by all this shit, I'm still grateful that I have a roof above me.
I also need to play more tennis, one day meet a shitload of new and interesting people, and stay by your side and hopefully one day everything will pay off. If not...well who knows I guess it's my choice

IT WASN'T WORTH IT

shiet...

False Hopes?

Just when you think life's all good...nope!
Friday minimum day first five hours pretty chill last five hours pretty boring, also missed some DB party thing because half of us were too lazy to go and just too hella tired
Saturday, SAT, volunteer, then met up with them and we went to some westco party, too many scary mexicans! also the backyard was so cramped, went home a little later after my curfew, pretty decent two days right?
noooo today i have to do
Bio: study guide and study for test
APUSH: DBQ
Calc: done but like 10 problems i don't get
and read Scarlet Letter for English


and the cycle repeats..still missing you!